Stress is bad for your health

You know, I've been in a stressful environment for past these years. And that explains a lot, why am I becoming a pimples breeder. Not to mention that I have lost so much amount of hair, as it keeps thinning and I feel my body is tensed, and tired every single time.

So much going on here and there and I have told you guys before that I am a very complex person. My brain works that way. Can't help the fact that I am pretty much an over thinking person. Sometimes the thing I think of is so stupid and I can't even explain why I think a lot about it.

I have been experiencing this bad acne situation for one and half year, pimples started to pop out here and there. It makes my self esteem go down to the pit and I seriously hate things that require me to get out from home- my safe zone. I hate it when people keep staring at my face. Why? Having pimples on your face doesn't mean that you don't take good care of your skin! I hate it. And I hate bright places. People without skin problems, you guys would not realize how bad it is. Not until you guys experience it. Naturally, having bad skin problems will severely affect your life. Period.

But then I found this a from youtube, this one guy.. he's suffering from bad acne problem. He tried a product called Accutane before he 'found out' that the med is bad for him- he's allergic to them. After few months, he met his dermatologist and he had to be admitted to the hospital because of severe breakouts and trust me, if you watch the vid you will feel sorry for him. I did.

And that makes me realize that my problem is not as bad as him.

Mine can be cured-it is just a matter of time. Scars off, I'll be good.

But his problem would take years.

In his latest vid, he said..'do not stress, it's bad for your health' and he's right. I have to stop stressing over stupid things.

And I would do it. Right, from now on.

Random thoughts II

The title makes this post- like some kind of game or stuff. Random Thoughts II, Random Thoughts III..VI..bla bla bla.. huh?

Time : 7.17 am (you see it right)

Place : Kitchen?

My random thoughts for today are:

1. The journey to Penang.

2. Guys

3. Bishie

4. Otoko

5. Megane Danshi

P/s : as you can see, number 2 to number 5 are about guys, guys, guys, and guys lol. Just kidding! ( but I still want to talk about guys, i don't care because this is my blog so I get to post whatever I want)

Its Tuesday. Tomorrow we will be going to Penang for some sort of 'housemate' vacation. To tell you the truth, I don't really have the heart to go on vacation-ing because I really want to be at home. I just think this isn't the right time to go ga-ga somewhere else cept making adequate mental and physical preparations- where else? At home. You guys know that my intern-ship program will start (huh, the torture) on 1st June, right? That would be on next Tuesday, to be exact. And minus today, I only got less than a week to prepare myself for the showdown. It's all about psychology, guys. But I am not ready at all.

Okay now let us leave the serious part, and huh, I really want to talk about guys, I mean, what is my kind of guy? What constitutes as handsomeness for me? What do I really want in a guy? and the question goes on and on... (in your dreams, otaku). My otaku friend, Yuu-chan posted me a link on my facebook wall, "La Corda D'Oro, Primo Passo". Actually, I have heard about the anime a long time ago, and the same case, it always has been 'I was not interested at that time, because I fear of being dejected by un-interestingness of it'. But then, I was bored and again, I've decided to try the anime. And I can't stop watching it. REVERSE HAREM is always my kind of guilty pleasure. Lol.

Reverse Harem is very much like a Harem, full of girls and only one guy (sheesh not my type of anime, I'd rather watch Doraemon instead of watching a harem genre of anime because girls in harem anime are so stupid and they act and they talk stupidly and I know girls out there would agree 100000% with me, unless she is a lesbian). But difinitely not a reverse harem, where bunch of bishounen guys (infact the more the better) fall in love with one girl (yes, ONLY ONE O_O). And this is what happened in La Corda D'Oro. Five guys falling in love with a girl. Muahahaha.

My favorite would be Yunoki Azuma-sama. You know, I love guys with a long sleek hair. I love them beautiful, I love them pretty. And to be more extreme, I would want them to be prettier than me. But actually, it is very hard to find a guy that look exactly what I have described. I think such kind of guy does not exist at all. BUT, they exist in anime and manga. T_T .Sigh. And that is pretty much why I ogle and drool over manga or anime characters that fit into descriptions. And leather. SEPHIROTHH-SAMA, KYAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Lol.

Personality?

Hmm.. I love them to be mean, I like them to tease. I want them to be nice to all, but be different with me. That's why I love Yunoki-sama, at first he was no favorite, but after several episodes, his true form is revealed. He is nice, in fact he is a role model student and is the student representative (typical anime character) and he's rich...yada yada yada~ but then he holds a secret. He only reveals his true self to the main girl and guess what, he automatically become my fav. lol.

Okay, that's all for today. My random thoughts will continue..later on.

LOL.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Random thoughts.

Date : 22 May 2010

Time : 7. 06 pm

Location : Home

First of all, if you are reading, (you-know-who-you-are), i miss you so much and I want you to come home. S.o.b.a.d T_T

Okay, I only got another 1 week to go before my internship program. Well I hate it, but the more I don't want it to come to me, the faster it would be. I am not ready for working life. I hate stressful environment, and I hate working under people. I hate being under one's power. Such life is not meant for me. I want to be a lecturer. I want to have control. Students...zzzz. Actually bout the program, I am worried about something (serious) but I've done nada- to overcome it. Well typical me. And that's all I'm going to say about this.

Well, we are going to Penang next Wednesday. Yep. I am assigned to find a car ( not actually 'find' a car, more to 'beg' my parents to lend us a car). It is still in progress ( still in 'begging' process) and I am truly sorry if I fail. ( But I can see the lights and butterflies and beautiful gardens ooo O_o) lol.

What else? (you are not supposed to tell much, but no one really cares, this is your blog, mister)

Ah. Yes. Detroit Metal City. One morning (4 am to be exact) I was bored and I went downstairs to watch dvds. I came across this dvd (untitled O_o) well actually a dvd that was given to me by Wan lol. And I crossed path with Negishi-kun. DETROIT METAL CITY.

At first, I thought "this is going to be another stupid movie" but never mind that, "let's give it a try, would you?".

4.15 am

Bla bla bla... Mother sent her son to Train Station *yawned*...yada yada yada...stupid song.. yada yada yada...

4.20 am - to the end of that Movie.

I was laughing (guess what? like a madwoman, again. Alone. 4 am in the morning) my arse off. lol. Okay, nothing much but the taglines are super funny. How can you not laugh to "He can say RAPE 11 times in 1 second, he's a legend"? lol. I know it sounds so obscene and the main character (Negishi mode) looks very sissy but I think you might want to try DMC. lol. And there is the anime, too. Which is freaking funnier than the movie.

Okay, summary from wikipedia;

Soichi Negishi is a shy and gentle young guitar player / singer who dreams of a career as a pop musician. Dreams don't pay the bills, so he's ended up as the lead singer and lead guitarist of a death metal band called “Detroit Metal City.” In stage costume he is Johannes Krauser II, rumored to be a terrorist demon from hell, to have killed and raped his parents. Another song's subtitles suggest that his fans should murder everyone, in a comic parody of the genre (if all his fans killed each other, he'd have no show). Negishi despises DMC and all that it stands for, but so help him, he's a terrific performer and can't walk away from that. As DMC's star rises Negishi tries to satisfy both worlds, but can't.

One thing that awed me, how did they manage to get Gene Simmons to act in this movie? O_o

1/2 Prince

This manga caught my eyes for numerous times but somehow I was quite not interested with this manga, probably because ;

a) er.. it's a Manwha.

b) I don't like MMORPG-based plot (say no to Ragnarok)

c) Shounen?

d) The art is so-so

e) All of the above.

Well, the answer is e) All of the above. Yeah, I don't really like Manhwa for example Hwang Mi Ri's manhwas because I don't like the art. Well sorry but I am the kind of people that reads because of the manga/manhwa's arts. I did not say all Manhwa got bad arts, no- I have read one manhwa that made me blinked my eyes because of its beautiful art.

Somehow my boredom asked me to try 1/2 Prince. And I made a quite brilliante- ehem good decision probably because ;

a) I was literally laughing like a madwoman while reading this manhwa.

b) This manhwa makes me want to try MMORPG game (Holy- er I hate online games)

c) I want 'Meatbun' for myself hahahahahaahhahaha :p

Yeah, its d) all of the above. But trust me, I still can crack-up a lot during my depresssing moments, thanks to 1/2 Prince :)

Source : Wikipedia

1/2 Prince (1/2 王子, 1/2 Wangzi, Half Prince) is a Taiwanese manhua by Yu Wo and illustrated by Choi Hong Chong. The story takes place in the year 2100 A.D. where humans have developed highly realistic virtual reality games. The protagonist, 19 year-old female college student Feng Lan, is challenged by her twin brother Feng Yang Ming to play the newest popular virtual reality game - Second Life - without using the advantages of being a female character in the game. She decides to play as a male character and prove her skills as a swordsman. In the game, she makes many friends and her adventures begin.

cuteness!!!

Lady Sophia's Lover by Lisa Kleypas

It's time, it's time! (Alice Cullen way)

It's time for me to do this again- the so-called review!

Now, now. When it comes to Lisa Kleypas, you don't wan't to miss her Bow Street Runners Series.

But first of all, what is a Bow Street Runner? I also didn't know what the heck is that until I laid my eyes on her 'Someone to Watch Over Me'. According to wikipedia, the Bow Street Runners have been called the Professional Police Force, founded by Henry Fielding in 1749. They were called 'thief-takers' but somehow they were related to the Magistrate because they were paid by them using the central government funds to do...er...stuff. Okay, no need to elaborate, you can find the article here.

And...here it goes....

Sophia Sydney, once a lady, lost her title due to extinction of the title line because her little brother is believed to be dead in prison several years back, and seek for revenge from the very person who was at the time of her brother's execution, the Magistrate, Sir Ross Cannon. She wants to smudge his reputation, and the worst of all she wants him to fall in love with her- and take away her love from him- the very sweet and bitter revenge. So she comes to his office, asking for job which a female hired is unheard off. Her wrath and determination, however dissolved after some time, as she believes that she is in love with him.

Sir Ross Cannon, after the loss of his wife, celibates until Sophia Sydney comes to no. 4, Bow Street to ask for a job. He could not resist the temptation from Sophia, as she works in the same office as him, her scent lingers around him, her delicate movement seems to fascinate him.

The characters, Sophia and Ross are very strong and unique. Like Sophia, I never came across a female character that aged 25 years and above in any historical romance novel, (and in the novel, she is quite old- she's 28 years old and wayyy past her marriage age.O_O). Sir Ross however, is Ms Kleypas perfect hero, again the wealthy, the strong and the important character- but chooses to work his butt off in a professional career, being a Bow Street Runner unlike the others (the LORDS, the EARLS, yada3x). The plot, the storyline is really captivating, and interesting- as a little added twist about the little brother who is indeed a main character from her earlier 'Someone to Watch Over Me' novel. The development of characters are very detailed- a praise to Ms Kleypas, as usual.

As for me, this novel is worth to keep, and definitely my another 5 stars. :)